Friday, April 25, 2008
a mere shadow of my past -
WOW. I JUST FREED UP 30 GIGABYTES IN MY COMPUTER, DELETING PRINCE OF TENNIS AND LOVELESS.
Sure, I'm sad. But maybe, just maybe, I really had to do this, to get out from the shadow of my addiction. Cold turkey, so to speak.
I feel sad, yet oddly relieved. Perhaps I know I still have a modicum of control over my own life; contrary to what -AHEM- other people think, anime/manga/Jdramas do not rule my life. Not anymore, at least :D
Then again, now there's Vampire Knight :/ But that's another story, for another time XD
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OH BUT BUT BUT.
DAMNED SHIT LA.
I deleted all the OVAs first, then realized that I haven't put them in Joshua's thumbdrive yet. SHIT.
But that horrible guy is damned rude. I was all SHIT SHIT SHIT. I DELETED THE OVAS.
And guess what he said?
WTF. GO FIGURE SOMETHING OUT. I'M BUSY.
What. The. Hell. Here I am, helping you download videos, and you give me this kind of crap, like I'm obliged to do you such favours. It was okay at the start, but now his presumptuousness is really getting on my last nerve.
I'm really glad I won't be seeing him this Saturday. Bloody idiot.
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AND MOODTHEMES HAVE BECOME MY NEW LOVE <333
Haha figured out how to customize my own moodtheme and whatnot on lj, and I got myself a new VK moodtheme :DDD
Am a happy girl now.
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And fic isn't coming along. Damn.
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Maybe tomorrow? I don't know. And LU, huh.
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Must remember to ask Kenneth if can order test tubes.
Wish Quah luck for tomorrow(today?)'s exam. Must remember to tell her about tuesday's SPA.
Figure out how to use Flock (no, not lj flock, web browser). It really pissed me off today, when I was trying to upload moodtheme images >:(
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And there's that motivational workshop again tomorrow. Anything to have lessons replaced by more enriching stuff.
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Sure, I'm sad. But maybe, just maybe, I really had to do this, to get out from the shadow of my addiction. Cold turkey, so to speak.
I feel sad, yet oddly relieved. Perhaps I know I still have a modicum of control over my own life; contrary to what -AHEM- other people think, anime/manga/Jdramas do not rule my life. Not anymore, at least :D
Then again, now there's Vampire Knight :/ But that's another story, for another time XD
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OH BUT BUT BUT.
DAMNED SHIT LA.
I deleted all the OVAs first, then realized that I haven't put them in Joshua's thumbdrive yet. SHIT.
But that horrible guy is damned rude. I was all SHIT SHIT SHIT. I DELETED THE OVAS.
And guess what he said?
WTF. GO FIGURE SOMETHING OUT. I'M BUSY.
What. The. Hell. Here I am, helping you download videos, and you give me this kind of crap, like I'm obliged to do you such favours. It was okay at the start, but now his presumptuousness is really getting on my last nerve.
I'm really glad I won't be seeing him this Saturday. Bloody idiot.
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AND MOODTHEMES HAVE BECOME MY NEW LOVE <333
Haha figured out how to customize my own moodtheme and whatnot on lj, and I got myself a new VK moodtheme :DDD
Am a happy girl now.
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And fic isn't coming along. Damn.
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Maybe tomorrow? I don't know. And LU, huh.
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Must remember to ask Kenneth if can order test tubes.
Wish Quah luck for tomorrow(today?)'s exam. Must remember to tell her about tuesday's SPA.
Figure out how to use Flock (no, not lj flock, web browser). It really pissed me off today, when I was trying to upload moodtheme images >:(
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And there's that motivational workshop again tomorrow. Anything to have lessons replaced by more enriching stuff.
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Labels: fic, flock, joshua, kenneth, lj, loveless, prince of tennis, quah
burned the sheets at 00:34
Monday, February 18, 2008
because i was too excited at the prospect of fic
OH MY.
I. AM. EXCITED.
VANESSA HAS AGREED TO WRITE SILVER PAIR AND TANGO PAIR FOR ME xD Although technically she made no promises (she said try) but where writing and V.Hew are concerned, the fics are as good as done <3
Would she do me AtoJi too, I wonder...
Pity, she doesn't like Pillar Pair. *WAIL* HOW ANYONE CAN NOT LIKE TEZURYO IS BEYOND ME D:
Suckers, the whole lot of youu. TezuFuji SUCKS. GAH. BUT. *KEYSMASH* TANGO PAIR ♥
I really felt like murdering Karina today - She saw my picture of Shishido and went: "I know who! That guy from Fudomine, right?" BAH. HYOTEI, KARINA. HYOTEI.
AND WHY CAN'T I ACCESS KISH'S NQR FICS?! Chiya's works just fine, dammit.
AND WHY WHY WHY ARE THERE SO FEW PICTURES OF RITSU?!?!
Okay, that last one there was random, but valid.
And have I mentioned how I absolutely ship Kaori's song-inspired layouts? And for now, I am absolutely in awe of her Photoshop prowess :D (Yes, you are supposed to think Atobe)
I mean, lookit this. The aura. This is why,May folks, Echizen was made to win. Definitely not to lose to Yukimura. If he ought to lose to anyone (Nanjiroh does NOT count - too much of a pervert to), it should be Tezuka, not prettier-than-a-girl Yukimura.
Though I do agree with May that Echizen's just a kiddy, but that's besides the point.
And that somehow leads me to recall something ABSOLUTELY DEGRADING Dawn said about TezuRyo: "One so short, one so tall." OH, THE BLASPHEMY. I shall get ready Dawn!Voodoo Doll.
I. AM. EXCITED.
VANESSA HAS AGREED TO WRITE SILVER PAIR AND TANGO PAIR FOR ME xD Although technically she made no promises (she said try) but where writing and V.Hew are concerned, the fics are as good as done <3
Would she do me AtoJi too, I wonder...
Pity, she doesn't like Pillar Pair. *WAIL* HOW ANYONE CAN NOT LIKE TEZURYO IS BEYOND ME D:
Suckers, the whole lot of youu. TezuFuji SUCKS. GAH. BUT. *KEYSMASH* TANGO PAIR ♥
I really felt like murdering Karina today - She saw my picture of Shishido and went: "I know who! That guy from Fudomine, right?" BAH. HYOTEI, KARINA. HYOTEI.
AND WHY CAN'T I ACCESS KISH'S NQR FICS?! Chiya's works just fine, dammit.
AND WHY WHY WHY ARE THERE SO FEW PICTURES OF RITSU?!?!
Okay, that last one there was random, but valid.
And have I mentioned how I absolutely ship Kaori's song-inspired layouts? And for now, I am absolutely in awe of her Photoshop prowess :D (Yes, you are supposed to think Atobe)
I mean, lookit this. The aura. This is why,
Though I do agree with May that Echizen's just a kiddy, but that's besides the point.
And that somehow leads me to recall something ABSOLUTELY DEGRADING Dawn said about TezuRyo: "One so short, one so tall." OH, THE BLASPHEMY. I shall get ready Dawn!Voodoo Doll.
Labels: atobe keigo, echizen ryoma, fic, loveless, minami ritsu, prince of tennis, random, rants, sanada genichiro, tango pair, tezuryo, vanessa, yukimura seiichi
burned the sheets at 22:57
Thursday, February 14, 2008
Yes, I think I shall attempt a Loveless-esque TezuRyo <3 I really, really like the sound of that xD
Fighter!Tezuka and Sacrifice!Ryoma *_* shiny.
Unless someone wants to be nice and write me one? Refer to Kaori's one as a model fic; but I want mine longer, much longer :D
TezuRyo! I swear, I love Kish. Like, ajg;alkgha;lsg Her Halloween!fic TRUTH IN ART <3
Fuji looks up at him with something resembling a smile. "Fine, buchou."
"Stop that, stupid mamushi!" Momo shouts suddenly, and tackles Kaidoh into some of the decorations. Kaidoh punches him, and Momo punches back, and Tezuka (the real one) says sharply, "Momoshiro, Kaidoh! Enough!"
And by the time the fight is broken up, Fuji and Inui are standing by the far wall. Fuji's hands are linked at the back of Inui's neck, stroking the hair at the back of the wig, and Inui's arms hold Fuji securely against him, Fuji's cap between two of his fingers, hanging down beside them. Fuji has to stand on tiptoes to kiss Inui, which makes the picture oddly accurate in terms of proportion.
Kaidoh chokes and forgets about glaring at Momo. For several moments, in fact, everybody forgets about everything. Strangely, Tezuka and Echizen aren't the ones to protest this apparent defamation of character.
"That… that isn't-" says Oishi, and can't go on. Eiji drapes himself over Oishi's shoulders, watching, more fascinated than horrified.
"Echizen wouldn't… with Tezuka-buchou!" Horio shrieks loudly, and feigns a faint. Katsuo and Kachiro grab him by the shoulders to hold him up.
Fuji breaks off the playacting for a moment to turn and inform him, "No, it's in-character. We studied for our roles, didn't we, Inui?"
"Of course," says Inui, and somehow manages to make his Tezuka-glasses gleam.
"Hey, hey," says Momo. "Where is Echizen?" He looks around, standing on tiptoes in order to see past everyone and around the decorations.
"And Tezuka?" Fuji adds pointedly, and Eiji laughs against Oishi's shoulder.
They don't understand his point until Horio chokes back a little gargle and points to Rafael Nadal and Roger Federer, who are kissing even more deeply in the corner behind the refreshments table. Despite an entire roomful of people gaping (or in Fuji's and Inui's cases, smiling indulgently and taking notes) at them, Nadal and Federer don't seem to notice anyone but each other.
Girl!Kite :O I forgot all about her(him?) till May replied to how (s)he looked so domestic.
May Ng is my PoT soulmate. She sings Tezuka all the time. Need I say more? And I sing Flower during Ms Rockey's lessons, btw. Thalia can testify xD (Though she doesn't know what I'm singing, but she knows I sing)
And I know I've said this earlier, but no harm in saying it twice.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, CHOUTAROU ♥ May your Shishido-san celebrate with you to your heart's content
Labels: echizen ryoma, fic, loveless, ohtori choutarou, prince of tennis, random, shishido ryou, tezuka kunimitsu
burned the sheets at 19:10
A Loveless-esque TezuRyo sound good?
Labels: echizen ryoma, fic, loveless, prince of tennis, random, tezuka kunimitsu
burned the sheets at 00:24
Tuesday, January 1, 2008
2008
UGH. I painstakingly wrote 5 - mind you, FIVE!- essays and was fretting about how I was going to finish the other frickkin 37, when I find out that they aren't even ESSAY QUESTIONS.
Oh nonono. They are TEXT-BASED QUESTIONS.
And - wow- how great. I just found out too that the social studies holiday homework is the graded assignment for the term. Slave-drivers, the
And why is my Loveless Volume 3 Chapter 6 missing? From pages 117 to 150. That's a whole 34 pages MIA.
Ohyes, indeed. Life is looking peachy in the heralding of year 2008.
Oh nonono. They are TEXT-BASED QUESTIONS.
And - wow- how great. I just found out too that the social studies holiday homework is the graded assignment for the term. Slave-drivers, the
And why is my Loveless Volume 3 Chapter 6 missing? From pages 117 to 150. That's a whole 34 pages MIA.
Ohyes, indeed. Life is looking peachy in the heralding of year 2008.
burned the sheets at 14:41
Friday, December 28, 2007
I think I've figured it out. Ritsu's glasses and hair are what did me in. Soubi should get more decent looking glasses too.
And Ritsuka, don't pretend your intentions were totally pure when you got Soubi to strip in public. 12 year olds are more innocent, granted, but they're not naive, ahn? Heh and the scar turned out to be only on the throat? That's weird...
Breathless isn't a same-sex pair, is it? 'Cause Ai looks like a guy, and Midori looks like a girl. Though why a guy would be called Ai, I really don't know. And who's the mysterious guy Ai let in anyway, thinking he was a transfer student? Thought that'd be the intruder, but aren't the intruders Nisei and Seimei? I'm confused.
And why does wikipedia state that Volume 8's coming out in '08, when I've already found Volume 9? This is weird.
Ritsu and Nagisa should just get together already.
And Ritsuka, don't pretend your intentions were totally pure when you got Soubi to strip in public. 12 year olds are more innocent, granted, but they're not naive, ahn? Heh and the scar turned out to be only on the throat? That's weird...
Breathless isn't a same-sex pair, is it? 'Cause Ai looks like a guy, and Midori looks like a girl. Though why a guy would be called Ai, I really don't know. And who's the mysterious guy Ai let in anyway, thinking he was a transfer student? Thought that'd be the intruder, but aren't the intruders Nisei and Seimei? I'm confused.
And why does wikipedia state that Volume 8's coming out in '08, when I've already found Volume 9? This is weird.
Ritsu and Nagisa should just get together already.
Labels: agatsuma soubi, aoyagi ritsuka, arai midori, breathless, loveless, minami ritsu, myoujin ai
burned the sheets at 11:59
Thursday, December 27, 2007
I think I'm starting to like Ritsu more and more... No, not Ritsuka, Ritsu. The sensei.
Even though he's supposedly like this sadistic bastard and all, but... he's hot xDD
Hahah but he's... 30 plus? I think. I believe it's the hair that did me in o.O Dang why am I such a sucker for hott hair?
Anyway, I really feel for Ritsu though. Even though he treated Soubi with a harsh hand, and robbed him of his ears and tail. I mean, please, Seimei gouged his eyes out, for goodness' sake! And he gave Soubi up although his own Fighter was already dead. Does that not show his devotion?(or stubbornness)
Though of course I still stand by what I have always said; Ritsuka and Soubi are, like, meant to be together. Though I'm surprised my predictions (read: fantasy) that Soubi could take Ritsuka on as his Sacrifice is true. Yep. Soubi is a Blank Fighter. And Ritsuka and Soubi finally, finally share the bond of a common true name. Loveless.
And Seimei... Seimei is such a sadistic ass, man. I really wonder, is he schizophrenic or something? It's definitely not normal to be so calculating at the age of fourteen, and to enjoy inflicting actual, permanent bodily wounds on others. That's just sick.
Still, there are allusions in the manga that Seimei might not be entirely human. Like when Seimei wrote in Ritsu's blood on the wall, 'Ritsuka I'm back', Youji (I think - or is it Natsuo?) claims that Seimei cannot be entirely human. 'The blood that runs through Seimei simply cannot be red. He is unique and set apart from other normal living beings.' In other words, Seimei is abnormal. Of course he is. It's obvious.
Think: carving your name into your Fighter's throat; behaving almost incestuously towards your brother; faking your murder and murdering someone else in place of yourself, for no conceivable reason; ignoring your Fighter's call when he is in desperate need; gouging out your teacher's eyes. Oh yes, that just screams normal.
I honestly think Nagisa has a crush on Ritsu? Or maybe it is what the male Zero pair has said, Nagisa simply likes older men. HAHAHHA. That's, like, reverse shotacon complex! Heh. For some reason or other, I find that hilarious xD
I really fear for Soubi and Ritsuka's newly developed relationship, especially since now Soubi feels exceptionally guilty about attacking Ritsuka under Seimei's orders, even though he was compelled to and had no choice. And I wonder, if Seimei can have one true Fighter (Nisei) and one blank (Soubi), does that mean Ritsuka has a Loveless Fighter waiting out there? Why can't I seem to find V9C4 onwards?
Even though he's supposedly like this sadistic bastard and all, but... he's hot xDD
Hahah but he's... 30 plus? I think. I believe it's the hair that did me in o.O Dang why am I such a sucker for hott hair?
Anyway, I really feel for Ritsu though. Even though he treated Soubi with a harsh hand, and robbed him of his ears and tail. I mean, please, Seimei gouged his eyes out, for goodness' sake! And he gave Soubi up although his own Fighter was already dead. Does that not show his devotion?
Though of course I still stand by what I have always said; Ritsuka and Soubi are, like, meant to be together. Though I'm surprised my predictions (read: fantasy) that Soubi could take Ritsuka on as his Sacrifice is true. Yep. Soubi is a Blank Fighter. And Ritsuka and Soubi finally, finally share the bond of a common true name. Loveless.
And Seimei... Seimei is such a sadistic ass, man. I really wonder, is he schizophrenic or something? It's definitely not normal to be so calculating at the age of fourteen, and to enjoy inflicting actual, permanent bodily wounds on others. That's just sick.
Still, there are allusions in the manga that Seimei might not be entirely human. Like when Seimei wrote in Ritsu's blood on the wall, 'Ritsuka I'm back', Youji (I think - or is it Natsuo?) claims that Seimei cannot be entirely human. 'The blood that runs through Seimei simply cannot be red. He is unique and set apart from other normal living beings.' In other words, Seimei is abnormal. Of course he is. It's obvious.
Think: carving your name into your Fighter's throat; behaving almost incestuously towards your brother; faking your murder and murdering someone else in place of yourself, for no conceivable reason; ignoring your Fighter's call when he is in desperate need; gouging out your teacher's eyes. Oh yes, that just screams normal.
I honestly think Nagisa has a crush on Ritsu? Or maybe it is what the male Zero pair has said, Nagisa simply likes older men. HAHAHHA. That's, like, reverse shotacon complex! Heh. For some reason or other, I find that hilarious xD
I really fear for Soubi and Ritsuka's newly developed relationship, especially since now Soubi feels exceptionally guilty about attacking Ritsuka under Seimei's orders, even though he was compelled to and had no choice. And I wonder, if Seimei can have one true Fighter (Nisei) and one blank (Soubi), does that mean Ritsuka has a Loveless Fighter waiting out there? Why can't I seem to find V9C4 onwards?
Labels: agatsuma soubi, aoyagi ritsuka, aoyagi seimei, loveless, minami ritsu, shotacon
burned the sheets at 23:56
