Sunday, May 11, 2008


crazed.


What the hell.

I really don't get what his freaking problem is. Shouldn't guys be less concerned about this kind of thing? Suffice to say that I expected him to either brush it off or make a sarcastic joke about it.

For him to react so intensely, it was weird, to say the least :/

Fine. It was my fault, for taking the joke too far and telling Olivia that. BUT STILL-

I'm sorry, but I still think he was an immense ass for acting that way he did. I could tell he was trying not to yell at me >:(

Freaking shit.

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burned the sheets at 18:52

Sunday, April 27, 2008



HOW SOME PIECES CAN BE 39 SECONDS LONG (Symphonic Etudes Op 13 - Etude IX), AND OTHERS 29 MINUTES AND 17 SECONDS LONG (Sonate en si mineur) I'LL NEVER UNDERSTAND.

Thanks Joshua. For the music (:

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burned the sheets at 21:43


eye of newt, and toe of frog.


OMG. SHIT.

I WILL RIP OLIVIA ONG FROM LIMB TO LIMB AND SHRED HER SKIN.

WTF.

And I have a very good inkling who "they" is. Namely, CHEM CLASS, VANESSA. AND QUAH.

AND LET'S NOT FORGET MANN.

OMG MANN OF ALL PEOPLE.

I am utterly insulted. Yet, I can't help feeling absolutely amused, too.

XD

I mean, me and Joshua is so impossible it's ludicrous.

Hasn't anybody heard of friends, for goodness' sake!

I mean, shit, he likes *ahem*, and I'm just NOT INTERESTED.

And because I just told Olivia: "I will viciously murder you next saturday. You can read my blog to get an overview on how your death will be like. A preview of sorts.", this part is meant for Olivia Ong Siying to read. Other people may feel free too, as well. But at your own risk of not being able to sleep tonight >:D

CAUTION: DO NOT EAT AT LEAST 2 HOURS PRIOR TO TREATMENT; FOOD MIGHT SPILL OUT FROM GUTS.

1. I will slash a grater over your bare back, then pour salt in. Perhaps a couple of rusty nails might find their way in the NaCl too, I can't really say. It's supposed to be a surprise. Specifically, that particular treatment is known as Iron Surprise.

2. After which, I will grace you with my artistic abilities. Literally. And you get a choice too! Any available tool of your choice (i.e. knife, dagger etc.) will thereby be wielded by yours truly to carve out intrinsic, artistic patterns on anywhere in your body. I recommend the face or torso. The back isn't good to work with anymore. Given that the skin there will be bloody and raw.

3. I can adorn you with a preeety necklace. Think: the metal neck brace in Battle Royale. The one that would blow up at the push of a button? Yeah, that's the one. Your's will be done in blood :D

Che. Why don't you have more limbs? Else the fun is so limited. But whatever. We'll just have to make do.

4. Let's see. Fingers first, shall we? Pliers will be used to yank each fingernail out from your fingers. One by one. Once again, you are spoilt for choice. You get to choose which finger you want to start with, and on which hand too. Fear not, this procedure inches along slowly, and you are guaranteed the full pain you have requested for.

5. After the Fingernail Treatment, as it is popularly known as, it is the Toenail Treatment. Not very creative naming, I know. But it is a Results Guaranteed, Or Your Money Back treatment. Therefore, have faith (:

The Toenail Treatment is somewhat similar to the Fingernail Treatment, but is a slight variation. Instead of pliers, the Toenail Treatment gains uniqueness from it's form of execution: by hand. As a VIP, you get the personal touch from yours truly :D A scalpel, will be used to cut each toenail from their individual toes. Unfortunately, due to the risky undertakings of this process, the client will not be able to get a choice as to which toes will be done first. So sorry to spoil your fengshui :/

6. The Toenail Treatment preludes what is known as Fungus Infestation. Here, the still-raw and bleeding toes will be placed in a tub of leeches. Contrary to popular belief, leeches do not prevent infections. Rather, they encourage it. For this very reason, leeches are employed in this treatment, to urge the speed of the growth of potential fungus. As an added bonus, this is absolutely free of charge, as it is a sub-treatment that follows the Toenail Treatment.

The body is done. Now's the face's turn :D We're making great progress :DDD

7. Your eyes will be dealt with first, to plunge you into darkness and enable you to further immerse yourself in the exquisite sensation of sharp, stinging pain. At this point of time, your nerves should feel like they're on fire, and pain should be gnawing from deep inside.

You will be tied to the wall. Do not attempt to break free, for the manacles are studded with shrapnels of glass, and are intended to slash without compunction. You will be requested to open your eyes. DO NOT IN ANY CIRCUMSTANCE CLOSE YOUR EYES. Your eyes will be glazed with honey. And a swarm of bees will be released. If you would prefer wasps or hornets, kindly tell our staff beforehand, and arrangements can be made. DURING THIS PROCESS, PLEASE DO NOT OPEN YOUR MOUTH, FOR REASONS WHICH WILL BE LATER EXPLAINED.

Now, you are blinded. Whether the blindness is temporary or permanent depends on the individual. Torture Inc. will not be held responsible for any unwanted repercussions.

8. Poison Sting. Centipedes will be poured into your mouth. Do attempt to move your tongue as much as possible to agitate the centipedes, and thus provoke multiple stings.

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I shall stop here, because Quah can see me online and is telling me not to be late XD

And also because I am utterly in awe of the creative ability I possess.

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That really helped me relieve a lot of stress. Imagining Olivia in that state >:D Which is why I don't understand why I'm more of an auditory learner than a visual one :l

HAH OLI. THAT'LL TEACH YOU TO SPREAD UNTRUE RUMORS. EVIL THINGG.

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burned the sheets at 11:10

Friday, April 25, 2008


those tortured, melancholic souls


W-ELL.

I obviously have not finished Blood Lovers. Haven't touched it since that first day, in fact >:(

Let's not even mention Love, Unbidden -.-

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CHEER UP JOSHUA :D

MEGAN WILL COME AROUND HAHA. Really.

And a little piece of wisdom. Guys will never fully comprehend girls. So don't give yourself headaches trying. And just be yourself. She'll come around (:

It's the first real conversation that I've ever had with Joshua. I'm surprised he actually has this open, vulnerable side. First guy I've seen who's opened up like that. Would've thought guys'd be all about machismo and looking strong.

Pianists have more sensitive souls, indeed.

And though I refused to thank you earlier, thanks. NO, this isn't the cue for you to start being smug smugger than usual.

Because really. Your music calms me down, and gets me in the study mood (I hope). But no. I am not eternally grateful.

And you realize that I'm refuting before you even say anything?

Thanks to you, classical music now takes up 1.11 gigabytes of my computer harddisk space. Oh well. I have 30 gigabytes to spare, anyhow.

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I SURVIVED DAY TWO OF MOTIVATIONAL WORKSHOP.

We did profiling today.

Surprise, surprise.

I'm a right and left-brainer. WHYY. I really don't fit in either category, though.

And I'm a visual and auditory learner. Whether that bodes well or not, I have yet to come to a definite conclusion. Both, as almost anything does, have their pros and cons, I guess.

And on the DISC personality quadrant, I'm a choleric.

I feel so anal-retentive D: And nitpicky. Well. At least I know I'm somewhat like Atticus HAHA. Same in the public streets and at home. Provided that the test really does operate at a 98 percent accurate rate XD

TOMORROW. I HAVE TO BE UP AT 6AM. FOR DAY THREE OF WORKSHOP. GAHH.

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I WILL ATTEMPT TO CLEAR MY ROOM. SHALL SLEEP AT 12, LATEST.

YES, RACHEL TEO. I WILL OKAY. AND I WILL CLEAR MY ROOM BY SUNDAY AND PROVE YOU WRONG.

Oh, ye of little faith.

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WHY ISN'T VK EPISODE 3 OUT YET.

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burned the sheets at 23:20


a mere shadow of my past -


WOW. I JUST FREED UP 30 GIGABYTES IN MY COMPUTER, DELETING PRINCE OF TENNIS AND LOVELESS.

Sure, I'm sad. But maybe, just maybe, I really had to do this, to get out from the shadow of my addiction. Cold turkey, so to speak.

I feel sad, yet oddly relieved. Perhaps I know I still have a modicum of control over my own life; contrary to what -AHEM- other people think, anime/manga/Jdramas do not rule my life. Not anymore, at least :D

Then again, now there's Vampire Knight :/ But that's another story, for another time XD

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OH BUT BUT BUT.

DAMNED SHIT LA.

I deleted all the OVAs first, then realized that I haven't put them in Joshua's thumbdrive yet. SHIT.

But that horrible guy is damned rude. I was all SHIT SHIT SHIT. I DELETED THE OVAS.

And guess what he said?

WTF. GO FIGURE SOMETHING OUT. I'M BUSY.

What. The. Hell. Here I am, helping you download videos, and you give me this kind of crap, like I'm obliged to do you such favours. It was okay at the start, but now his presumptuousness is really getting on my last nerve.

I'm really glad I won't be seeing him this Saturday. Bloody idiot.

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AND MOODTHEMES HAVE BECOME MY NEW LOVE <333

Haha figured out how to customize my own moodtheme and whatnot on lj, and I got myself a new VK moodtheme :DDD

Am a happy girl now.

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And fic isn't coming along. Damn.

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Maybe tomorrow? I don't know. And LU, huh.

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Must remember to ask Kenneth if can order test tubes.

Wish Quah luck for tomorrow(today?)'s exam. Must remember to tell her about tuesday's SPA.

Figure out how to use Flock (no, not lj flock, web browser). It really pissed me off today, when I was trying to upload moodtheme images >:(

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And there's that motivational workshop again tomorrow. Anything to have lessons replaced by more enriching stuff.

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burned the sheets at 00:34

Sunday, April 20, 2008



Might as well do this.

!@#$%^&*(

I think that is still rather inadequate in expressing my frustration over Joshua's demeaning of Nodame Cantabile, but whatever. He can suffer by waiting for his thumbdrive for the next two weeks. Maybe I'll "forget" it the next time I see him. *snerk*

My conversation with Jol was quite the funny thing.
















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burned the sheets at 21:27

Sunday, April 13, 2008



And Joshua thinks he's romantic. *vomits blood*

He thinks he's high class and NOT CRAZY. This further proves the point that he IS crazy XD

click to enlarge (:

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burned the sheets at 00:02

Saturday, April 12, 2008



You know you've had too much amath when you start thinking about differentiation in the bath.

You know you've had too much lit when you think of John Grisham as John Gilmer. (Mockingbird)

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I was in a bloody pissed mood this evening.

Thanks Oli, Quah, Joshua. For cheering me up. Though you didn't really know it XD

But really. Oli's smses entertained me and took my mind off what I didn't want it on. Though her insinuations sometime are abit...

But then again, it's fun to tease Oli about Y(ong). AHAHHAHA. Inside joke XD

Quah has exams next Monday and be around for chem, leaving us at the hands of an unknown person. With whom I will have lessons alone 0.O What a scary thought.

Have I mentioned how Joshua can't change Saturday timeslot? GAH. Then Mann keeps chasing me about changing slots -.-

Kenneth didn't pick on me so much today. That's something to be grateful for :D

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burned the sheets at 23:38

Monday, April 7, 2008



Went to run with Brenda today.

Obviously we didn't accomplish much.

I can only hope that what we assumed is correct, and the track is 800 meters longs. That's more comforting. Somewhat.

Thereafter, we promptly over-replenished the weight we lost by getting a Subway melt. And cookies. I'm trying to convince myself that fresh food is indeed equivalent to healthy food.

It's not working. Not really D:

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It's the seventh of April, and I've already spent 40-odd bucks DD:

I have a faint inkling what my money has been swallowed up by. FOOD.

Saturday was soup at tuition with Oli.
Sunday was soup (courtesy of Joshua), and chicken sandwich at tuition. Bought 1.5 liters of Coke, chicken biscuit and honey stars at the supermart.
Went to school today, and suddenly realized that I asked Denise to help me buy seaweed.
Today was twelve six bucks blown at Subway. (Brenda and I split)

Voila. Bye, allowance. Hello obesity.

And Joshua paid no heed to my vulnerable fat issue. The sodding sucker.

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Quah was... amusing, yesterday.

I can't really remember. But I know that I was amused by her. I always am, actually. Now that I think about it :O

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BAH. My life is screwed up. Really tight. With all those knots and twists that are virtually impossible to disentangle.

GAAAAHHHH.

Kudos to iTunes, for brightening up my day. Riightt.

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burned the sheets at 23:45


advantage, receiver


Because. You know why?

There was never anything to start with. We were just the backup plan all along. No?

I got stood up, first.

This is why I hate writing about day to day life. It sucks.

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God knows is NICE. For once Joshua pulls through by having good taste, crazy musician that he is. (My new name for him: Crazy musician. Appropriate, no?)

BUT HE IS TAKING ADVANTAGE OF ME. Still, he brings me hours and hours and hours of entertainment :D I'm still laughing to myself about the girly non-musician male thing xDD

T'was fun observing CM (crazy musician) and Jol's conversation. They were so freaking POLITE. Jol is in for a shock if she actually witnesses his rude altercations with Oli and me (: And Quah.

AND YOU KNOW WHAT. I really don't owe him. Because he can't frigging change Sunday time slot. Okay, not his fault. But I DON'T OWE HIM. PLUS HE CALLED ME A FAT ASS. Suckerr. He's just like my brothers D:

That describes Joshua Yong perfectly, actually. So much for musicians being sensitive and all that shit. I feel cheated :X

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burned the sheets at 23:27



HUR. HUR. HUR.

Joshua believes he is similar to Tezuka. What a joke xD

And please. Don't ruin my perfect image of Tezuka D:

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burned the sheets at 23:11

JOY