Somedays, I just can't be bothered. I mean, really.
I know this year's the crucial year; I have to give it my best; I have to study smart... Yadda yadda yadda.
I know, alright?But sometimes, knowing and fully understanding are two different things altogether. Yeah, sure, the knowledge nags constantly at the back of my mind, but the urgency just
isn't there. And what, am I expected to be a single-minded person, just mindlessly pursuing grades? Am I really not entitled to a
life in sec 4?
Commonwealth essay is 2 weeks late already, and I have yet to do it. I've started, kinda, but I feel like scrapping and restarting on it, maybe even changing the topic. I hate how I get random bursts of inspiration that just plain don't
last. So the start turns out all well and good and seemingly meaningful, and just disintegrates into this pile of ash, just left hanging nowhere :l
I hate I hate I hate.
Oh and let's not forget about the chinese speech that makes absolutely no sense whatsoever even in my research, let alone my yet-to-be-done speech.
I think I'm grappling with self-esteem issues, and maybe depression. Either that, or it's PMS. But I honestly doubt it.
I WANT LOVELESS VOLUMES 1 AND 3. Must pass my thumbdrive to Yoceeda tomorrow *nods*
MUST WATCH NODAME CANTABILE SPECIAL :/
MUST CHANGE CHEMISTRY TUITION TIME. SUCKERR.
I've been daydreaming 'bout blood and gore. Maybe also about bashing someone's head in. I wonder why?
* I think I've fallen in love with Ritsu all over again ♥
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